Cancelled

I was so not ready for the surgery tadi. Time ticking so fast and its almost 1pm and I should be getting ready to go to the hospital. I left the house at 1.20pm and it was heavily rain, I couldn't even see the road, luckily bukan aku yang drive. Our driver yang bawa aku ke hospital. I was late sudah, then traffic tah lagi, my surgery is at 2pm. I must be there before 2pm. I was so nervous and my heart was pounding very fast as I nearly reach to RIPAS. Rain keeps on falling from the sky. My driver dropped me at the nearby entrance hall. Went inside to the 3rd floor and gave the letter from the doctor to the nurse. I was asked to wait for the doctor to come. Makin tia ku nervous bila lama menunggu. While waiting for the doctor, ku bawa main game yang ada arah my handphone, hilang jua nervous ku sikit.

The doctor came and aku kena panggil. Kena suruh duduk at the chair yang untuk surgery atu. She then checked my gigi and told me if i want to carry on with the surgery. I asked her macam mana surgerynya ani. She explained to me in detail, first she will cut off my gum, removed my tooth and the roots from the bone attached, then she will need to grind the bone to smooth it, lapas atu di jahitnya yang tempat ia bedah atu. I asked her again for how long will the pain last long, she said it will healed for 2 days and 88% i might get swollen after the surgery. By listening to her explaination atu tadi, I definitely change my mind from getting the surgery. I told her i will be going to Singapore tomorrow and I don't wanna spoil my trip there. So she reschedule my surgery to next Thursday. Alhamdulillah...

I am not sure if I am makin the right decision, but so far i think it was the right decision. But I am carrying this pain for another week. I need more pain killers and antibiotic to reduce the pain. I need to go now, alum ku abis packing lagi. I will be blogging again next week. laters..

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Wrong Decision

Selain dari sakit leher dan batuk-batuk, sakit gigi adalah paling ku dislike berabis, paling ku benci and paling ku anti berabis, because sakit gigi ani ke utak tuju nya sama ke kepala, buleh buat sakit kepala and mood hilang berabis. I was really in pain last night, actually dari last 2 weeks of raya sudah gigiku ani sakit but di malam lah sakit berabis, sampai payah ku kan tidur, mood ku hilang and pening kepala. I remember my aunt told me if sakit gigi, cuba munch 3 bunch of cloves (Bunga Cengkih). At first aku cuba kunyah satu dulu, salnya nda nyaman bah cloves ani. Rasanya macam pedas, manis and macam rasa minyak geligat ani wah. After 10 mins chewing it, my tooth felt less pain. Tapi sekejap saja like 5 mins saja. So aku chew lagi kali ani 3 cloves, baru ia banar-banar baik and panat rasanya gigi ku yang sakit ah.

Next morning, aku ke dentist cos I have an appointment jua. Dalam perjalanan ku atu, I wasn't really sure if I am making the right decision whether to extract my gigi ani because if ku cabut gigi today, sakitnya sehari saja and dapat ku belayar ke Singapore dengan aman and no pain. And so I went to see the dentist and the doctor tanya if want to patch the hole or cabut saja. I told the doctor, 2 kali ku ke sini and jumpa same doctor tapi kena tambal saja and masih jua sakit lagi. This time aku inda mau balik-balik ke dentist with the same reason. So i thought I did the right decision to cabut my gigi. Apparently I made the wrong decision, the doctor couldn't pull out my tooth entirely leaving half of my tooth hanging inside with the roots attached to the bone. The doctor suruh aku berx-ray dulu and then meet her later with the result. The doctor said i need to see the specialist for a minor surgery because ia inda dapat cabut the whole tooth cos of the roots attached to the bone, so its better for the specialist to do the surgery saja. Since I'm going to Singapore this Thursday, so she made a special appointment for me tomorrow to see the specialist and terus buat surgery. So tomorrow it is, another new chapter of my life.. hehehe..

Arrrgghh.. I didn't know this would happen, if i knew this would happened, i wouldn't want to extract my tooth but just to patch the hole atu, now its gettin worse pulang. I can't eat (makan soft food saja), can't drink cold water and it is still bleeding up till now... urgghh and I forgot to take my tooth back with me tadi yang kena cabut half saja ah. Dapat jua ku simpan sebagai kenangan or put it bawah my pillow and make a wish hehehe.. I am so not ready for tomorrow's surgery, urgh hate it. Oh mannn.. i'll be carrying the pain ke Singapore.. urrgghhh..

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Random update

I notice I rarely updating my blog lately. This is because I have been busy doing some voluntary work. I don't think its necessary for me to tell what sort of voluntary job that I do but I tell you this, it got to do with animals. I have been participating this voluntary job since last June by the encouragement of my friend. She dragged me (Yes you know who you are haha..) to join this job since she knew I love animals so much. It was fun but sometimes very the stress lah jua.

Anyways I was so upset, pissed, sasak and stress kemarin because the website yang ku buat for the association i joined does not functionally work at Internet Explorer, but it perfectly works at Firefox. I swore it works when I tested at the localhost but then sudah ku cuba arah real website, inda tia mau, berulah eh. I tried to fix the problems but still doesn't work. Buntu terus fikiran ku. I almost gave up but i still have the spirit to carry on what i just did. So I came up with another idea. I started to design a new website from scratch, berjaga ku sampai subuh menyiapkan. Simple but elegant, user friendly and oh you can change the color provided in the boxes, cool huh. Bah enuff wif my work..

Tomorrow inda jadi puasa because the anak bulan was not sighted, so it's a good news for me cos aku sudah plan if esuk inda puasa, I can go to the dentist to cabut my gigi. I couldn't sleep last night from menahan the pain that i suffered. It was nilu and kanyat-kanyat wah my gigi atu di malam, kan menanggis saja inda menahan perihku.. hmm mcm title lagu saja. Puasa falls on Tuesday and I doubt ramai orang ke gerai ramadan nie, likewise. Last year i didn't go to the gerai ramadan at Stadium, Gadong or anywhere lah, just not my type to go to a crowded places. Payah lagi mencari parking tu, traffic jam lagi, buat urang inda sabar and marah, menggugat keimanan ku jua tu if i swear at people especially time traffic. So better inda ke sana.

Guess atu tah saja dulu for now. Erm siapa ada birthday hari ani ah.. hmm.. check facebook sama friendster dulu.. hmm.. nada.. orite then.. later.

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