OMG.. it is so unbelievable. I was busy preparing for tomorrow's meeting until two of my friends in my msn asked me if I have updated my blog, i told them i have no time to check. I have no time to update my blog nor hoping to any blog lately until on the 15th July recently i posted someting in my blog, after that inda lagi cos i was busy with works. My friends told me to check on this blog (not mentioning the site of the blog). They told me it is a must for me to read cos it is probably about me.
I was shocked when i read a blog from a person accusing me for ruining their relationship, spoiling their anniversary night and accusing her for giving the bad influence to his boyfriend. What the hell..?? I was speechless and thought to myself, why did she accused me all that sedangkan i was the one who encouraged and supporting his boyfriend to spend time with her. Although what she wrote part of it is true but not all of it.
Its okay, if she thinks that way, than be that way. I can only keep quiet cos only GOD knows who is right and who is wrong but bear in mind, i have a prove in my hp, i can post and show the messages that i wrote to his boyfriend in my blog, i can do that u know but i dont want to hurt his boyfriend's feeling (my bestfriend), aku kan jaga hatinya and I dont want this conflict to carry on and to make his boyfriend hates me even more and have the grudge on me although he has already and have been ignoring and avoiding me ever since that incident. But if u wanna know more details and explaination, i will post it in my wordpress where it is post protected with password. I dont want the whole world to read and know whats goin on.
I'll just accept the blame on me but i cannot accept when you said I was ruining your anniversary night. How am i suppose to know that night was your anniversary night?? you and ur bf didn't tell me bout it when we were going out that afternoon, u guys insisted me to join both of you but I said you guys go ahead spend time together, didnt i said that? and about that nite when my car broke down, u do know what really happened, why do you have to manipulate the story? I'll post it in my wordpress and show u the messages that I sent it to ur bf. Its true, I wasnt implying it to you and your family, I know your siblings very well, they are a good friend of me, i am close wif your bro and sis and why would I blame you and your family for influencing him. You shouldn't jump to the conclusion when you know nothing, thats just not right. I know you are offended and paranoid about the txt msg (again in d wordpress) thats why u thought i blame you for his change. Yes i did mentioned about you and your family but it got nothing to do with u guys but you keep on thinking i put the blame on you and your family, what am I suppose to do? admit it? fine, i admit it then. I will post it more in my wordpress, whether u wanna read it or not, its up to you.
Enuff said, i just dont want this conflict to carry on memanjang anymore. I like you macam my own sis, i respect you, your family and your bf. I dont want to continue this argument just because of that silly msg and i dont want to argue wif you, whats the point of arguing over this? I don't want your relationship with him is affected because of this. And I dont want our friendship is affected because of this too. This can be settle in just a blink of an eyes, why do you have to memperbesarkan masalah ani, you are just making it worse. I'm sorry for what I did. I only did what ur bf told me to do and this is what I get. I'll just take the blame on me . To settle this problem, from now on, I'll just backoff, I'll leave him and forget bout him for your happiness, infact I am better off without him since he hates me so much now and has been ignoring, avoiding and giving me that grudge look, wait he didnt even think i am exist anymore. Ia macam inda mau meliat muka ku lagi. He probably already deleted me from his msn. Thats okay, aku redha and terima semua nya saja. Hanya Allah SWT sahaja yang tahu apa yang sebenarnya terjadi.
To your boyfriend, sorry i have to do this else inda pandai abis ni. Am i making the right decision? perhaps yes and no. Do i have a choice to make? no, i am doing this for your sake and her sake. Will i regret for making this decision? deep inside me, yes. I will but i dont have a choice, do i? why aren't you defending yourself? why should I? i am the one who cause this troubles, thats what she said, beside nobody will believe me, nobody will defend me too, so i surrender just for their sake cos I dont want your relationship with her is affected because of me. its better for me to back off aja k, sorry for everything. Hope you will forgive me and will not have a grudge at me anymore. Thanks for being my bestfriend, I am glad and happy to have friend like you, its really hard to say goodbye u know. Hope you are happy with her =). Take good care yeah, dont worry bout me, I will be alright. I have to move on and go wif the flow.. yeaahh thats what im doing rite now.
Semoga Allah memberi hidayah, petunjuk dan iman, melembutkan dan membuka hati kamu dua. Semoga Allah memaafkan kamu. Aminnn..
I was shocked when i read a blog from a person accusing me for ruining their relationship, spoiling their anniversary night and accusing her for giving the bad influence to his boyfriend. What the hell..?? I was speechless and thought to myself, why did she accused me all that sedangkan i was the one who encouraged and supporting his boyfriend to spend time with her. Although what she wrote part of it is true but not all of it.
Its okay, if she thinks that way, than be that way. I can only keep quiet cos only GOD knows who is right and who is wrong but bear in mind, i have a prove in my hp, i can post and show the messages that i wrote to his boyfriend in my blog, i can do that u know but i dont want to hurt his boyfriend's feeling (my bestfriend), aku kan jaga hatinya and I dont want this conflict to carry on and to make his boyfriend hates me even more and have the grudge on me although he has already and have been ignoring and avoiding me ever since that incident. But if u wanna know more details and explaination, i will post it in my wordpress where it is post protected with password. I dont want the whole world to read and know whats goin on.
I'll just accept the blame on me but i cannot accept when you said I was ruining your anniversary night. How am i suppose to know that night was your anniversary night?? you and ur bf didn't tell me bout it when we were going out that afternoon, u guys insisted me to join both of you but I said you guys go ahead spend time together, didnt i said that? and about that nite when my car broke down, u do know what really happened, why do you have to manipulate the story? I'll post it in my wordpress and show u the messages that I sent it to ur bf. Its true, I wasnt implying it to you and your family, I know your siblings very well, they are a good friend of me, i am close wif your bro and sis and why would I blame you and your family for influencing him. You shouldn't jump to the conclusion when you know nothing, thats just not right. I know you are offended and paranoid about the txt msg (again in d wordpress) thats why u thought i blame you for his change. Yes i did mentioned about you and your family but it got nothing to do with u guys but you keep on thinking i put the blame on you and your family, what am I suppose to do? admit it? fine, i admit it then. I will post it more in my wordpress, whether u wanna read it or not, its up to you.
Enuff said, i just dont want this conflict to carry on memanjang anymore. I like you macam my own sis, i respect you, your family and your bf. I dont want to continue this argument just because of that silly msg and i dont want to argue wif you, whats the point of arguing over this? I don't want your relationship with him is affected because of this. And I dont want our friendship is affected because of this too. This can be settle in just a blink of an eyes, why do you have to memperbesarkan masalah ani, you are just making it worse. I'm sorry for what I did. I only did what ur bf told me to do and this is what I get. I'll just take the blame on me . To settle this problem, from now on, I'll just backoff, I'll leave him and forget bout him for your happiness, infact I am better off without him since he hates me so much now and has been ignoring, avoiding and giving me that grudge look, wait he didnt even think i am exist anymore. Ia macam inda mau meliat muka ku lagi. He probably already deleted me from his msn. Thats okay, aku redha and terima semua nya saja. Hanya Allah SWT sahaja yang tahu apa yang sebenarnya terjadi.
To your boyfriend, sorry i have to do this else inda pandai abis ni. Am i making the right decision? perhaps yes and no. Do i have a choice to make? no, i am doing this for your sake and her sake. Will i regret for making this decision? deep inside me, yes. I will but i dont have a choice, do i? why aren't you defending yourself? why should I? i am the one who cause this troubles, thats what she said, beside nobody will believe me, nobody will defend me too, so i surrender just for their sake cos I dont want your relationship with her is affected because of me. its better for me to back off aja k, sorry for everything. Hope you will forgive me and will not have a grudge at me anymore. Thanks for being my bestfriend, I am glad and happy to have friend like you, its really hard to say goodbye u know. Hope you are happy with her =). Take good care yeah, dont worry bout me, I will be alright. I have to move on and go wif the flow.. yeaahh thats what im doing rite now.
Semoga Allah memberi hidayah, petunjuk dan iman, melembutkan dan membuka hati kamu dua. Semoga Allah memaafkan kamu. Aminnn..
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